And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
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Of all people, why me? Why must this happen to me? Why must this happen now? I really don't know what to do, don't know what to say. I just feel so depressed... I feel so lonely all of a sudden. I feel as though no one wants me anymore. Why must it happen to me????????
Why...................
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
. // prawninator | 04:33 + ~ I haven't been posting again, but I feel I should have.
Well, for the next 5 days or so I'll be posting things on stuff like what would your boyfriend/girlfriend like in a relationship, because I feel everyone should know.
Even if no one EVER comes here. Oh well. Blah.
Anyway, I've been in trouble lately. My mother is acting all weird and shit, and I can't stand it. I'm already having so many problems on my hands that I feel like I should give up and die or something.
To Hell with everything.
. // prawninator | 00:52 + ~ I'm back!~! Haven't been posting here for a while. I'm thinking of changing my blog skin soon. This one is giving me a little bit of problems. Or I'll just have to design my own... Haha~!
Oh well, life sucks and I'm screwed. Goodbye.
. // prawninator | 09:44 + ~ I'm tired. Had no sleep last night (again). And I'm really pissed. DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! DAMNIT!
. // prawninator | 12:08 + ~ Chop Suey!
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
Father, Father, Father, Father,
Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,
Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,
Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.
. // prawninator | 14:18 + ~ 1 More Day left!
Just one more day and I'll be 18~! I have waited and waited and waited a whole year for this day to come! I'm glad it's finally coming! I'm soooooooooooooooo happy!!! Heehee.
Well anyway, I'm all tired out from today's work. I've juuuuust started at 2pm with my box-fold animation, and I've managed to complete the first third of it~!!!!! I'm soooooooo happy with myself. Now I'm just tired out. I'm really tired. Ouch. Haha.
I better not forget my Games Design presentation tomorrow....
. // prawninator | 21:06 + ~ 2 More days left~!!!!
Friday, then Saturday~!!! OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY~!!!!!
I am excited aren't I?
Haha~!!!
Well, lesson's starting, so I should log off. Catcha later.
. // prawninator | 14:56 + ~ 3 more days~!! Just 3 more days~!!!
I can't wait man... I'm like totally excited~!! I'm finally going to be 18~!!!! I don't sound it do I? Haha~!!!
Anyway, I've had a hard day. I'm still having a hard night. Wish me luck, my Games Design Presentation is tomorrow.
Help~!!!
. // prawninator | 01:05 + ~ It's only 4 more days to that big day I was mentioning. But I'm feeling sleepy already~~~!!! Gee...
Well. Anyway, spent the night at Remy's... Wondered why the temperature was sooo hot last night. I couldn't sleep well. Maybe that's why I'm so sleepy. Haha. Woke up late, and Remy was late for class. I was just in time to grab a bun and rush off to class.
I've got Life Drawing later. Damnit, I'm too sleeeeeeeeepy~~!!!!!
ArghZ~!!!
. // prawninator | 12:36 + ~ I just came back from a session of pool with Remy and Mike. Remy was really powerful last night, but I guess he lost the mood today.
I didn't do quite well... I only won one round out of two when Remy pocketed the 8 ball by accident. So I had a round with Mike, which I lost. *Sigh*
Anyway... I need to rest. Catcha later~!
. // prawninator | 23:32 + ~
5 More Days
Just 5 more days to my one special day of the year... My birthday~! I'm going to be 18 in 5 days time. God, I'm so excited~!
Why am I so excited? Well, this is the first time I'm celebrating my birthday with my boyfriend. I never celebrated it with anyone other than my family, as it always falls within the school one-week vacation. So no one in school would remember or even notice when my birthday was.
But it doesn't really matter now, my old schools can go to hell if they want.
All I want is to be with Remy... That may be my birthday wish... *Smile*
. // prawninator | 01:23 + ~ I'm sick again. Of all the times, it must be a Friday. Why am I always sick on a Friday? I just don't understand it. I feel so dumb sometimes.
Anyway, I've decided that if I cannot cope with this course, I will withdraw myself and dump me into another school. Since Remy and Mike are also changing courses to different schools, it's no point for me staying behind either. I don't go to NYP because of them, I go there for interest in the subject, but Remy and Mike are a bonus. Haha! So to speak, of course. But if I can't cope, I'm contemplating a transfer.
Wish me all the best...
. // prawninator | 08:55 + ~ Found a lighter (finally!) for Remy. It's a little slanted shaped silver thing with a flip lid. Bought it for $20. Haha!
Feeling really glad that Remy and I are back to normal again. We went down to West Mall to get myself a copy of The Sims. Really felt like playing it, so there. Haha! Used Remy's money to get the game, and he said that that would be my birthday present this year.
Oh, and did I mention? My birthday's in 12 days and counting! *Grin*
. // prawninator | 22:17 + ~ Spent the day alone... Remy's been giving me the cold shoulder the whole day. I really don't know what I did this time. Well anyway, I didn't meet up with him... In order to let him cool down. To let the both of us cool off.
So anyway, since I didn't have anything to do, I set off for Orchard at around 3pm. Reached Suntec at around 4+. Scoured the entire building, and found out that House Of Humours had closed down. I wonder why... I couldn't find any shop that sells wind-proof lighters (wanted to get one for Remy), but I found alot of other cute stuff! Heehee. Later found a cigar shop, but they didn't carry the design I wanted. So I gave up on Suntec and walked to Marina Square. Had a short dinner and searched the plaza. Could only find Merlion shaped ones. Horrible, so I gave up on Marina as well.
Walked on down to City Hall where I found a shop that may carry that design! I was so excited, I pushed the door, but it was tightly locked. And then I realised, it was closed. Argh. I was so frustrated and tired that I took a cab home. My search ended at 9pm. My legs are killing me and now all Remy can say is "I got nothing to say to you."
I really don't know what to say too. I guess I'll just shut up then. Seeya.
. // prawninator | 00:13 + ~ And here I am... In the computer lab. Not doing my animation, that's for sure. Thank God I have the layouts done. I'll just go home and trace everything out again! *LoL*
So why was I up the whole night? I was introduced to this game called Shattered Galaxy... Previously I had never heard of it before, but when I tried it, I was HOOKED. Haha! Well... I got off to a shaky start, not knowing what to do, so I joined Mike and Remy's faction, Molos, and I bought a few imps, some wraiths and hawks, and I was trudging around a battlefield when suddenly, the game was over and our faction won! Remy was very surprised, as it was only my first battle and I leveled up! Cool huh! I leveled up from Puddle to Mud! And I can't remember the rest. All I know is that I'm Draft level for my Air units and Ash level for my Mobile units.
Ok, I'm really confused now. But I can't play it here! And I've earned most 7.2 million gold to spend! Cool! I can addon stuff to my units... flamethrowers, rocket launchers, the works... add armour, a better provincial sensor... It's really cool... Hahaha!
Go play it! You can download it from here. It's a little big, 132mb, so don't try to download it unless you're on broadband or cable. Heehee. You'll know how to play the game once someone gives you the basics. Build up slowly. *Smile*
Enjoy!
. // prawninator | 16:30 + ~
I haven't had any sleep last night and I'm really paying for it now...
My head aches and I'm dying to sleep... But I can't. I still have loads more animation to do before I can officially call it a day. Argh.
Sometimes I hate animation. It makes my head reel... =(
. // prawninator | 12:59 + ~
You might be living in my neighbourhood, or some other town or country far away. I don't know. And neither do you, at this point.
Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first.
It's just a matter of time.
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