Zhou Pei Lin

And I find it kinda funny

I find it kinda sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

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Monday, August 26, 2002

Purple Ketchup!

Kids love colors that are bright, wild and even a little funky. But purple ketchup? H.J. Heinz Co., hoping to build on last year's success with "Blastin' Green" ketchup, thinks their new "Funky Purple" will hit a homerun where it counts - with the kids. "Boys and girls alike love the cool purple color," said Brian Hansberry, Vice President of Marketing for Ketchup, Condiments and Sauces at Heinz North America. "Just look at kids' entertainment, and you'll find everything from purple computers to Harry Potter purple lightning bolts. Purple is a bold, fun color that brings a hint of mystery and magic to kids' condiment creations."

Nearly a year ago, Heinz EZ Squirt Blastin' Green captured the imagination of consumers -- kids and grownups alike. More than 10 million bottles were sold in the first seven months, with Heinz factories working 24 hours a day, seven days a week to keep up with demand. Desperate consumers eager to get their hands on Heinz EZ Squirt Blastin' Green tried everything from impersonating Heinz executives' relatives to bidding for bottles posted on eBay. The product launch made headlines around the world, even though its distribution is only now expanding outside the U.S.

The cool colors are only a part of the reason for the success of the EZ Squirt line. The curvy soft plastic bottle is designed for smaller hands and the typical, two-fisted grip favored by kids. The nozzle is notably narrow to create a thin stream, enabling young condiment artists to use more precision when decorating their dinners. Heinz EZ Squirt even contains added Vitamin C, which should please Mom and Dad.

Heinz announced this week that Heinz EZ Squirt Funky Purple will join Heinz EZ Squirt Tomato Red and Blastin' Green in its growing complement of colored condiments. You can expect to start seeing the purple color on grocers' shelves in early September.

Kids can learn more about the new Funky Purple EZ Squirt product by visiting www.ezsquirt.com

. // prawninator | 11:28 + ~

Wednesday, August 21, 2002

A Friend..

A)ccepts you as you are
B)elieves in "you"
C)alls you just to say "HI"
D)oesn't give up on you
E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
F)orgives your mistakes
G)ives unconditionally
H)elps you
J)ust wants to "be" with you
K)eeps you close at heart
L)oves you for who you are
M)akes a difference in your life
N)ever Judges
O)ffers support
P)icks you up
Q)uiets your fears
R)aises your spirits
S)ays nice things about you
T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it
U)nderstands you
V)alues you
W)alks beside you
X)-plains things you don't understand
Y)ells when you won't listen and
Z)aps you back to reality

. // prawninator | 03:14 + ~

Ears On :: Freddie Aguilar - Anak (Child)

Nang isilang ka sa mundong ito
Laking tuwa ng magulang mo
At ang kamay nila ang iyong ilaw
At ang nanay at tatay mo'y
Di malaman ang gagawin
Minamasdan pati pagtulog mo
At sa gabi'y napupuyat ang iyong nanay
Sa pagtimpla ng gatas mo
At sa umaga nama'y kalong ka
Ng iyong amang tuwang-tuwa sa iyo

Ngayon nga ay malaki ka na
Nais mo'y maging malaya
Di man sila payag
Walang magagawa
Ikaw nga ay biglang nagbago
Naging matigas ang iyong ulo

At ang payo nila'y sinuway mo
Di mo man lang inisip na
Ang kanilang ginagawa'y para sa iyo
Pagkat ang nais mo'y
Masunod ang layaw mo
Di mo sila pinapansin

Nagdaan pa ang mga araw
At ang landas mo'y naligaw
Ikaw ay nalulong sa masamang bisyo
At ang una mong nilapitan
Ang iyong inang lumuluha
At ang tanong, "Anak, ba't ka nagkaganyan?"
At ang iyong mata'y biglang lumuha ng di mo pinapansin
Nagsisisi at sa isip mo'y
Nalaman mong ika'y nagkamali
Nagsisisi at sa isip mo'y
Nalaman mong ika'y nagkamali
Nagsisisi at sa isip mo'y
Nalaman mong ika'y nagkamali
Nagsisisi at sa isip mo'y
Nalaman mong ika'y nagkamali

Translation ::

When you were born into this world
Your mom and dad saw a dream fulfilled
Dream come true
The answer to their prayers

You were to them a special child
Gave 'em joy every time you smiled
Each time you cried
They're at your side to care

Child, you don't know
You'll never know how far they'd go
To give you all their love can give
To see you through and God it's true
They'd die for you, if they must, to see you live

How many seasons came and went
So many years have now been spent
For time ran fast
And now at last you're strong

Now what has gotten over you
You seem to hate your parents too
Do speak out your mind
Why do you find them wrong

Child you don't know
You'll never know how far they'd go
To give you all their love can give
To see you through and God it's true
They'd die for you, if they must, to see you live

And now your path has gone astray
Child you ain't sure what to do or say
You're so alone
No friends are on your side

And child you now break down in tears
Let them drive away your fears
Where must you go
Their arms stay open wide

Child you don't know
You'll never know how far they'd go
To give you all their love can give
To see you through
And God it's true
They'd die for you, if they must, to see you live

Child you don't know
You'll never know how far they'd go
To give you all their love can give
To see you through and God it's true
They'd die for you, if they must, to see you live

. // prawninator | 03:08 + ~

Ears On :: Pelita Corrales - Dahil Sa Iyo

Sa buhay ko'y labis, Ang hirap at pasakit
Ng pusong umiibig, Madi'y wala ng langit

At ng lumigaya, Hinango mo sa dusa
Tanging ikaw, Sinta... Ang aking pag-asa

Dahil sa iyo... nais kong mabuhay
Dahil sa iyo... hanggang mamatay

Dapat mong tantuin, Wala ng ibang giliw
Puso ko'y tanungin, Ikaw at ikaw rin

Dahil sa iyo... ako'y lumigaya
Pagmamahal ay alayan ka

Kung tunay mang ako ay alipinin mo
Ang lahat sa buhay ko'y... Dahil sa iyo

Dapat mong tantuin, Wala ng ibang giliw
Puso ko'y tanungin, Ikaw at ikaw rin

Dahil sa iyo... Ako'y lumigaya
Pagmamahal ay alayan ka

Kung tunay mang ako ay alipinin mo
Ang lahat sa buhay ko'y... Dahil sa iyo

. // prawninator | 03:00 + ~

In and out, in and out, in and out. That's the way I have been living at home these few days. I feel like I'm such a pain in the ass to my parents, or something like a runaway kid. Maybe I'm a little of both. Hehehe.

Well... Why in and out? You see, I'm never awake in the mornings to see my parents' faces, let alone my brother's, and I'm never home until after they've gone for bed. I don't seem to be at home often enough to even have a simple meal with them... But little things they do still tell me they care, and that I'm still their daughter no matter what. I've got a great family. =)

I brought back 2 posters on Satuday, one for me, another for my brother. I didn't put mine up as I was busy with work, but when I returned home one night, I found one stuck onto the wall next to my bed (the only wall wide enough, actually). On my table I found a few practical things, like a little bin for my small notecards, and a rack where I could hang my necklaces and bracelets and things. Among them, I found a little box with my small change in it, as well as a small piece of paper saying "I hope you like these, I specially bought them so you could organise yourself better. Love, Mom"

Yes, it may seem like a trivial thing, but it's little things like these that make me feel wanted, that make me feel like I belong somewhere. I love my family, and I'm glad they love me too.

. // prawninator | 02:55 + ~

Friday, August 09, 2002

Tomorrow's our National Day... My country's 37 years old. Rather young isn't it? Well... I never liked history. Hah! I don't really care much for National Day anyway. I don't know why.

Anyway, I don't have many plans, so who gives a shit.

. // prawninator | 01:24 + ~

Ears On :: Guano Apes - Open Your Eyes

Hide your face forever
dream and search forever

Have you ever been for sale ?
when your isms get smart
oh so selfish and mindless
with that comment in your eye

Do you think that you are hard ?
really harder than the other
man you're acting cold
if you are not in charge

Don't split your mentality
without thinking twice
your voice has got no reason
now is the time to face your lies

Open your eyes, open your mind
proud like a god don't pretend to be blind
trapped in yourself, break out instead
beat the machine that works in your head

Will you offer me some tricks
if I ever need them
would you go into that room
if I call 'em

Do you think that you are better
really better than the rest
realize there's a problem
I know that you can give your best

Have you ever had a dream?
or is life just a trip?
a trip without chances
a chance to grow up quick

Open your eyes, open your mind ...

Hide your face forever
dream and search forever
night and night you feel nothing
there's no way outside of my land

Open your eyes, open your mind ...

. // prawninator | 01:20 + ~

Sunday, August 04, 2002

Got into a huge argument with Remy today. Why? Just because I said something I shouldn't have to Mike. Well, not really shouldn't have, but I really shouldn't have asked him or told him anything anyway. Wasn't his business to know anyhow.

So we ended up fighting, me and Remy. I got upset and cried, and Remy just became more and more stressed up. So I told him to go do his stuff while I go see a doctor... and I did, and so did he, and we haven't been talking since. Oh well. It's my fault for saying too much anyway. I tried to apologise, but ended up crying my way to the doctor.

He didn't give me an MC though. He just gave me some cough syrup and crap and told me to rest well at home. So fine, I did. And now I'm resting.

I think I need to cool off.

. // prawninator | 18:07 + ~

Thursday, August 01, 2002

Ah, now that's better. I can see it now. =) I got quite worried there.

Well, pretty uneventful, the past week. I borrowed my dad's laptop so I could surf the net from my room. Devious idea, I know... But don't tell anyone! Hehehe. Oh well, as if anyone reads this anyway. So who gives a shit.

Here I am, in the computer lab in school, at 8.30pm waiting for Remy to finish his class, so we might go home together. I don't know why but it seems that he's quite angry with me today. Okay, so I skipped school because I wasn't feeling well, but I ended up coming to school and smoking my lungs out instead of going to see a doctor. I did, really... it was closed. The clinic I mean, and I felt uncomfortable about going elsewhere for a checkup, so I skipped the whole doctor idea and came to school to look for him instead.

It's freezing in here... I'm continuing to type in order to keep my fingers warm. Yes, it's that cold. I don't know what the temperature here is, and I don't want to know. All I want to know is how to turn it up! It's way too cold!

Well, I don't know what else to say in here.

I'll be back.

. // prawninator | 20:38 + ~

To whoever you are, wherever you are, I love you. I probably don't know you yet, but when I do, I'll know, and so will you. And you'll love me for who I am, as will I.

You might be living in my neighbourhood, or some other town or country far away. I don't know. And neither do you, at this point.

Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first.

It's just a matter of time.

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