And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
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Who -IS- Jack Shit?
. // prawninator | 21:00 + ~ Ah the wonders of a blank mind...
. // prawninator | 16:17 + ~
The storm clouds my head
As he whispers my name over
And over
I fall, I pick myself up
Again
And again.
He reaches out to me
As his hands brush against mine
Soft, tender
I cry, I dry my tears away
Again
And again.
I push him far away
As my heart tears into two
Hurt, pain
I scream, I shout out loud
Again
And again.
And now I'm alone
With no one beside me
Empty, blank
I learn, I work harder
Again
And again.
. // prawninator | 16:17 + ~ Pretty boring day. Stayed home... felt too lazy to leave the house. Strummed a little on my little brother's guitar, plonked on my ivories... Watched a little TV... ah, that was the life. Well, I don't have nothing much to say. I'll just write whatever eh? Yeah, whatever.
Did I mention it's my mother's birthday today? *smiles*
. // prawninator | 21:30 + ~ Whoa, I had no idea I was so.... poetic the other day. Well anyway. The week's been pretty eventful but I will not be commenting much. Not any anyway. This involves the privacy of a close friend, and that's as far as I will tell you.
Tomorrow is Sunday again, the day for the notorious sun to glow its best. Have you ever wondered how the sun shines brighter and with a vengeance on Sundays only? Well I have. Maybe it's because I -have- to leave the house for church on Sundays and I am indoors all day the rest of the week. Well hell anyway. It hardly ever rains on Sundays... It's a good thing for some, I believe. I wouldn't know.
Tired tired tired. I've finally gotten used to sleeping early and waking up at the crack of dawn... or at the crack of my mother's whip. "WAKE UP LAAAH!!! YOU KNOW WHAT TIME ALREADY ANOT?! DUNCH BE LATE FOR SCHOOL AGAIN ARH!!!" And the routine goes on... and on... and on. Has been going on since I was in Secondary school. Now that I'm in MDIS, she still screams at me, even though I'm wide awake. Heh. Well ANYWAY, I have to go to bed now... Goodnight, cruel world. *MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*
. // prawninator | 23:48 + ~ Death and dying.
Sometimes it makes you wonder...
WHY.
Why you are put into this life for
Death just comes and ends it all.
All you have achieved
Owned
Gained
All flushed down the drain.
GONE.
Memories are buried with you.
Such is the cruelty
And Selfishness of death.
Death serves on to take away
What is precious to oneself.
The only problem:
Death is inevitable.
. // prawninator | 22:33 + ~ Here I am again... Decided to come back and write every once in a while. Sooooo... Here I am again. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. *grins* I'm really bored. And I mean, REALLY REALLY REALLY bored. I've kinda given up on my assignment.... and I ain't gonna start on it anytime soon again. I need time to relax man. Hahaha.
A friend just came up to me and asked... if it was possible to fall in love with someone on the other side of the globe via the Internet. I told her that I wasn't sure, as I haven't really experienced that kinda feeling before. Heh. All the Internet savvy... I don't even have the time to find anyone online, let alone have a relationship online. Or offline for that matter. Oh well her problem, let her solve. Hahaha (don't hit me...)
Well... I think I gotta log off now. Loads of work to do. See you all.
. // prawninator | 21:37 + ~ Hey ho, the derry-o. I'm back back back. Well, yeah... Temporarily I suppose. I've got my new website up and running (Uhh... something like that) and you're welcome to visit. Just click > here <. It's an experimental website to see if people really read what is on the screen before moving on. Drop me an email to tell me how you thought of it.
Anyway, I broke up with Remy just about three weeks ago. Figured that I needed to concentrate on my studies. I wouldn't have time for a relationship no matter how much effort I put in... It's going to totally drain me. Physically, mentally AND emotionally. Furthermore... I wanted the breakup so I could... discover myself before committing to another relationship... To find out what I really am. To find out what I really want and what I want to be.
Oh well. That's my opinion eh? Anyway... I gotta get cracking. I've got a few assingments to finish. I'm taking four new modules after completing two modules last month... Things are getting stressful as my classroom of ten becomes a class of fifty... Everything's becoming so weird! Ah hell. I suppose I'll write again at a later date. *kisses the blog* Until next time!
. // prawninator | 15:02 + ~
You might be living in my neighbourhood, or some other town or country far away. I don't know. And neither do you, at this point.
Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first.
It's just a matter of time.
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