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... I really don't know what to think. He tells us not to worry, but seriously; that's the only thing that people who care about him can do, with him being so far away, and us unable to do anything about it. After much relief that Chris is getting out of the Happy Sandbox after a year of duty, he was told, much to everyone's dismay, that his entire unit is being RE-deployed. AGAIN. For the SECOND. FUCKING. TIME. To think he'd probably be back in the University of Arizona by now if he hadn't got deployed in the first place; he'd be out a loooooooong time ago. This is not fair, I swear. Gone are the days where the head of the country would LEAD his troops into battle, IN THE FUCKING FRONTLINES. He makes himself look like a fucking Mafia boss. 3,500 troops expected to redeploy in Iraq to boost Baghdad security ... I just hope Chris'll be home in time for Christmas, or better yet, Thanksgiving. I wouldn't want him to be away from his family for a second Christmas. It's depressing to even think about. . // prawninator | 23:36 + ~ It seems like I'm going to the Alexandra Hospital every day for the past week. One of my bosses has conjunctivitis, an inflammation of the cornea and so has to see a specialist every day. I still get work from her, so I just cross the road and meet up with her. But I'm going to the hospital tomorrow for a very different reason. My paternal step-grandfather (my grandmother [God bless her soul] remarried after my actual grandfather passed on) has been taken critically ill and is now under observation. According to Mom, he doesn't have very long left to live, which scares me a bit. I found myself remembering how my grandmother and my grandfather used to sit me in the huuuuuge truck and drive me to my cousin Kevin's house where I'd stay and play after school while my parents worked during the day. I'd stay with my maternal grandmother more because they lived nearer to home, which made me treasure the time spent with my paternal grandparents. I still miss my grandmother. My grandfather does too; he keeps a framed photograph of her at his bedside all the time. I don't know, I have mixed feelings about visiting my grandfather. After my grandmother passed away when I was eleven and when I grew older and capable of walking home from school on my own, we became a little more distant. We'd only visit on Chinese New Year's, and even then, we don't talk much. Two of my dad's brothers (the oldest and the fourth) fell out with the rest of the family, so that drew us even further apart. I remember my cousins, especially Kevin, who's 26 this year. I remember finding him on Friendster three years ago after losing contact for nearly a decade, and I was ecstatic. When I told him who I was, he never responded. Even until now. But I made another effort and sent him another message, telling him about grandpa. I just hope he responds. . // prawninator | 23:13 + ~ I win my beer. WHEE! So Italy FINALLY won the World Cup again, putting them in second place for the highest number of World Cups won, one tournament behind Brazil. I'm really proud of them, having supported them ever since I was a kid (Maldini was my hero, as I used to play defense a lot as a child). I brought out and dusted off my 8-yr old Italia jersey, taking it to work and proudly draped it on my chair, the bright Italy emblem shining in all its glory. I was ecstatic. That, and I was on a caffeine overdose (thank you Stacy!) . // prawninator | 22:06 + ~ |
To whoever you are, wherever you are, I love you. I probably don't know you yet, but when I do, I'll know, and so will you. And you'll love me for who I am, as will I. You might be living in my neighbourhood, or some other town or country far away. I don't know. And neither do you, at this point. Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first. It's just a matter of time. . // links | misc + - poorgamergirl auction - email me - [shop] wear your dice - [shop] the poor gamer girl - idm website - idm forums - halloween photos The Poor Gamer Girl Fund :D We could use any help we can get, but you are not obliged to. :) | |