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Sunday, December 21, 2003

Decided to give the blog a new look. A softer, more feminine, more... cheerful look. Honestly, all that black was starting to depress me. I want to be happy!

Went out with Ivan two days ago. It was nice, catching up with him for an entire afternoon after two years since we had last met. Ivan had been a good friend of mine since primary three, when I switched schools then. He's been my friend ever since. Quite a close one too, as compared to many other primary school acquaintances. Still, I feel compelled to keep in contact with him, however much of a nerdy nerd he is. (Don't kill me, Ivan! I'm only joking!)

After meeting him, I found that I actually kinda missed him. I would have hugged him goodbye later on in the bus if I were in a really crazy mood. Turns out he's changed quite a bit, from the quiet and shy Ivan to one that is much more open and trendy too, I might say. He used to be extremely reserved in school, but after completing junior college and currently going through national service, I guess you could say he's gone through a rather dramatic transformation.

But the most surprising of all, is that he's in love! Yes! I was shocked, floored, and rather amused, when he first told me at Breko's, Holland Village. In fact, I would never have guessed that he would actually even consider trying to go after a girl at the age of 19! I thought that he would probably wait till he has finished his degree, or completed his army training, at least. Heehee.

I casually asked him if he had kept in touch with any of our other classmates from primary school, and secondary school, but he shook his head and said no. I was surprised, because apparently, I'm one of the only ones (maybe the only one) from our primary school he kept in touch with, and one of three in secondary school. I was both honored and rather surprised, but I guess it was because I was one of his extremely few female friends. *shrugs*

After my meeting with Ivan, I realised that I can mean something to someone too, and that someone I've known for just about a decade and more is out there is still there for me, even though we haven't been really conversing for a while. It's a pretty nice feeling.

But still, there are other things on my mind...

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To whoever you are, wherever you are, I love you. I probably don't know you yet, but when I do, I'll know, and so will you. And you'll love me for who I am, as will I.

You might be living in my neighbourhood, or some other town or country far away. I don't know. And neither do you, at this point.

Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first.

It's just a matter of time.

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