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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

I had been baking just a couple of days ago to vent some of my pent up frustration, and to just plainly relax. Cooking is really relaxing and therapeutic. I mean, you've gotta think of what you want to add next, add what to make it taste like what you want it too, and adjust the heat and stir and fry and boil and whatever. It just doesn't give you enough time to dwell on what you've been upset about moments ago.

And when everything's finished, you feel a sense of satisfaction that you did something right. And you get something to eat too! It's good to make comfort foods when you're depressed, I find. Like cookies and cakes and little pies. Even if the cooking part didn't uplift your depression, tucking in to your food might.

But the best way to lift a bad mood, in my opinion, is music, or playing it. On Sunday, I played the keyboards for youth worship in church... It was awesome. The only word to describe the sensation. Not because we were playing but because the band was led into worship itself, leading the youths into worship in turn. It was a very great experience, knowing that you somehow ministered to them. I for one am not so good at... talking to a group of youths, so I do what I can.. I gotta do this more often. It really is awesome. It's as though something deep inside you awakens, and you just can't seem to stop smiling afterwards.

But I guess to each his own.

For now, I think I'll head back to sleep... Was up all night talking with a couple of people. Only managed to drift off to sleep at about 5 in the morning. Ugh. I'm NEVER going to do that again unless I'm forced, or there's a really good show on, or if Ryan gets an instant messenger. In other words, that's not going to happen often.

Maybe I shouldn't go to sleep.
I realised I have my recipe book to finish writing.

Isn't it sweet? My mom gave that to me!

. // prawninator | 11:02 + ~

To whoever you are, wherever you are, I love you. I probably don't know you yet, but when I do, I'll know, and so will you. And you'll love me for who I am, as will I.

You might be living in my neighbourhood, or some other town or country far away. I don't know. And neither do you, at this point.

Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first.

It's just a matter of time.

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