And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
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I'm -NOT- a slut.
And I hate the fact Blogger has no private entry thingies.
Decided to record this down for memory's sake.
(Don't assume you know these people, common names, yo.)
Daniel: It was very young, very impulsive, very innocent, and happened before either of us knew what the hell was really happening. I remember him pulling back from me and going, "Did I just do that?"
Terence: We were both fat and both single and both in secondary school. He just whipped me to one side one day. Kinda fast, unexpected, but nice. We remained together for I think about three months until his dad found out about us and outright refused to accept it.
Brendan: We were both drunk. 'Nuff said.
Andy: Even more impulsive than Daniel's. I just reached out to him and pulled him into a very deep kiss that I'm still not quite sure I wanted. *shrugs* It happened. Can't turn back time, can I?
Anthony: One of the biggest sweet-talking compulsive liars I've ever known, he swooped down on me on the first date. It wasn't terrible, just extremely quick and very rash. Stayed together for 3 days and broke off when he asked for sex.
Kenny: Same as with Anthony. Lasted for six months.
Remy: The place we first kissed at doesn't exist anymore, but I remember his words before leaning into me and kissing me; "Why are you so naive?" he had said. We had remained together after that for a very roller-coaster-like two years. Can't say I didn't learn anything from that relationship.
Eric: Was my birthday several years back. I was having problems before that but he was very supportive of me. He ended up giving me a light kiss on the lips in the hospital lobby though his lips (and hands) were very dry... but it was sweet. Lasted together for three weeks.
Wen: Biggest mistake ever. One month.
Rashid: He didn't know how to kiss. Neither did I, I suppose. I remember how slobbery and wet it was... but it was an interesting experience. Heh.
Ryan: Pure bliss. He took my breath away. I literally thought I was going to melt in his arms, honestly. He just made me feel like an entirely new person. I felt so floaty and dreamy after that, I seriously thought that it couldn't have happened... until he kissed me again. Stubble burn doesn't count. Three weeks and counting.
Yeah, I think that's about all.
All I can remember, but I suppose those I can't are not worth mentioning.
Now, kisses are precious to me; it's like a rare jewel I own, that is only given to the person I truly love. Yes, I might be naive, but after so many experiences... it's high time I learn how to treasure these little things.
. // prawninator | 00:52 + ~ |
You might be living in my neighbourhood, or some other town or country far away. I don't know. And neither do you, at this point.
Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first.
It's just a matter of time.
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