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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

I've been in a rather depressed mood as of late. I cannot state the reason why, but all I can say is that I'm really not in the mood to do anything for any reason at all. It just all hurts too much. Staring at the camera sitting atop my computer monitor, going to school, talking in MSN, Even playing in MD hurts for some reason.

I miss Ryan.

He called me up the other day to tell me he might not be able to come back to Singapore at all because he doesn't have a passport, since travelling with the navy doesn't really require you to have one. Of course, I was upset. On the flip side, I get to work on his kanji a little harder, and prepare a little present for him.

Emailing him is tough, other than the email I just received from him, I hadn't been really in touch since Saturday. Feels like forever, really. Felt so long. I just wish he wasn't going to be deployed. Although the people around me have really been supportive, the church and everyone, I still have my reservations. But good news is that the email he sent to me this afternoon says that he has done the paperwork necessary for him to apply for an international passport. He does stuff like this all the time, so I think he can handle it well enough.

As for now, I preoccupy myself with NwN, playing online and with different people. I met this one guy in MD, call him Boland. Many people say he's a jerk and everything, a major asshole. But I've been talking to him alot, and he didn't seem like the kinda person people portrayed him to be. I've read his old posts in the forums, he seemed like a very cold and insensitive person, but after a while, the mood on his posts seemed to change. Very strange. He opened up more and is alot more friendly.

Boland's a nice guy. Just wish something didn't have to happen. Ah well, life's like that. First you shit and then you shit some more. After all that, you get constipation. Not sure if I'm making any sense though. Heh.

I need to see him.

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You might be living in my neighbourhood, or some other town or country far away. I don't know. And neither do you, at this point.

Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first.

It's just a matter of time.

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