And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
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Ryan leaves for sea later today. Not a couple of days ago like we both thought. But he's already either a) blocked me or b) turned his computer off or c) just went offline so he can spend some time with Crystal. Crystal is a new girl he's seeing, and he seems very taken in by her, so I'm happy for him. :)
But if he blocked me, I'll be quite sad.
*shrugs* I mean, I might have a lot of people on my MSN list, or in my mobile phone book, or wherever. But I don't talk to most of them on a daily basis. I never talk to them on a daily basis. Only Ryan. And I'm going to miss him quite badly.
But it's all right.
I just hope he's happy with Crystal, or whatever he's doing. I know he's happy being with Crystal. I mean, that's the ultimate isn't it? Being happy for the person you loved and can't be with, when he's found someone else? I'm not about to stifle his love life; he says that I am scared to be alone, but I'm pretty sure he is too, though he seems like he's putting on a tough front. *shrugs* That's just my interpretation of his actions.
On another note, and a totally different subject whatsoever, I just "bought" a copy of Nintendogs: Miniature Daschund. To replace the one I had accidentally lost while packing up after Comex 2005 in September. But, that copy is not mine. I had taken a copy from the shop while they decided on the price.
So, I'm Nintendog-less.
Oh. And Guohan has left the company. Which left a mark, really. All of us miss him. His gold hair, his incessant Hokkien blabbering, especially when his friend Desmond is around. No more partner-in-crime. I had been working with him since December, and he was great to work with. I just hope when/if I leave, I'd leave a similar mark. Hehe, that way I know I impact people.
In a good way dammit!
This is too early for me to be blogging.. Hope Ryan keeps in contact with me from the ship. He'll be gone for a month, and again in March. I thought he was going on cruise in January, and he never even told me that on the pretext that "it wasn't important". I didn't know what to say.
Anyway.
Gotta get ready for work.
. // prawninator | 10:33 + ~ |
You might be living in my neighbourhood, or some other town or country far away. I don't know. And neither do you, at this point.
Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first.
It's just a matter of time.
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