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Monday, November 21, 2005

I had weird dreams the past few nights. I don't know, it sometimes just makes me wonder about things. How small Singapore is, but how we just never seem to see a person you really want to see. Sure, it's small, but we're densely populated, and you might just pass the guy along without ever knowing he was even there in the first place.

I'm talking about my cousin, Kevin. I've mentioned him a couple of times before, but I just think it's really odd that I dreamt about him. I don't even remember what the dream was about. All I remember was that he was in it. And that we were talking as though we had still been talking for the past few years, since I was fourteen.

I'm twenty-one, almost twenty-two. I haven't seen him or his parents since I was thirteen or fourteen. I remember calling him up once while he was in the army; It was his birthday. And that was the last time I ever heard from him or his family. I'm still not sure what happened, really.

We used to be close as kids; Grandma used to take care of both of us as our parents worked the day away. Grandma (God bless her soul) used to take us out to the zoo, go out shopping, everything. It was fun, but I guess we were kids. We grew further apart as we grew up, until we (our families) lost contact in general.

Oh well. I actually started the ball rolling in Friendster. Emailed him there once to confirm if he's the same person I knew (Sorry, but is your name Jian Ming?) and he responded. Last corresponding email or such I ever received from him.

Oh well.

On another note, Lythania hit the big Six-O (60!) in World of Warcraft. Took me long enough, said most of my guildmates who were online at the time. I have been playing since February, and other than a short stint in Neverwinter Nights and then in Everquest 2, I came back full-force. I had been playing for 30 in-game days. That's 30 x 24 = 720hrs. Spread out over 10 months? That's just three full days a month. Assuming I played every day, that's only 2.4hrs a day. Meh.

When I actually came back to play, I noticed several new members to the guild. We jumped from 80 to about 190. Apparently, another guild merged with us. But we fit right in with each other, so it's all good. Anyway, about hitting 60, like Ahri put it, "Welcome to the world of doing the same thing over and over again to find gear so you can do something better." Not that it isn't, already. Hehe.

With my newfound l33tness, I don't wanna go to work today :D

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Wherever you are, I know I'll find you... if you don't find me first.

It's just a matter of time.

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