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Mom sat Kai and I down for a little talk last night, regarding the family finances. It was long, but I guess it was necessary for the two of us to know what's going on in the family. We're losing our resources, and fast. I haven't been able to find a job. Dad hasn't been able to find a job. The only one supporting the family is Mom and she isn't really earning much to begin with. Like I mentioned before, we're entering a poverty cycle. It got us all upset, to tell you the truth. She wasn't too happy about my upcoming trip too, saying it's a waste of resources, and saying that after this, I "shouldn't fool around". I wanted to tell her that if I was fooling around I wouldn't spend this money to fly there again to see Chris and his family. It's getting serious between the two of us, and I don't want to screw up like I did the first time. Which was why I was reluctant to go out tonight with Sam, Linus and the Jane-Dongli duo. I wanted to save every cent I got, but lazy me would take a taxi and all that. But bah. I don't go out often anyway, right? But I was checking my account balance tonight and it doesn't look too good right now. I really don't like thinking about finances. It makes my head hurt and my stomach turn upside down. I have to, though so I don't have much of a choice. I'm good with money, really I am. I don't spend my money on ANYTHING except what I really, really want or what I really, really need. Which is why I spend only about $100 every YEAR on clothes. And that's it. I really have to stop thinking. I'm tired. . // prawninator | 00:16 + ~ | |
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