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So the end of the fiscal (financial?) year is drawing to a close. Really, reeeeeally quick. By November 22nd, all new entries should be in, checked, signed and accounted for, and I should be swimming in legal, financial, American International Assurance Hell. Either way, I'm taking a break between the 22nd and 24th of November to prepare for my Baptism that Sunday. I haven't had a good night's sleep since I started this job, to tell you the truth. I'm almost tempted to have a big meal right before I go to bed each night so I can sleep better, but that would make my Life Meter drop a couple notches, and that's not a good thing. Not at all. But what can you do? Some people are stuck in a rut, what I heard my dad call the poverty cycle. It's when you study just as much as your finances allow. I studied for my Advanced Diploma, but cannot continue because I cannot afford it. And I cannot afford it because I do not earn enough on my current qualifications. And I cannot earn better qualifications because I cannot afford the school fees. And I cannot afford the school fees because I don't have a job that can support my studies. Different way of putting words, but do you sense the pattern here? That, and I still want my brother to go to university because I never got the chance to, and probably never will. So where's my salary going? Food. Transport. Savings fund for my marriage. Brother's education fund. House upkeep. Bills, bills, bills. House is already fully paid for, after 20 years. The decor sucks, but hey. It's home. Getting married to a foreigner isn't all fun and games, or a bed of roses if you will. We're still clueless to what we have to do. I've spoken to his mother, who's spoken to a lawyer, and she mentioned that I should be able to just get up there, marry him and be done with it, but from what we've been researching, it's not going to be that easy. At least I know of many people who would be envious of the kind of relationship I have with my boyfriend's parents. But the whole poverty cycle situation reminds me of this article my mother brought to my attention this evening. Anyone heard of Wee Shu Min? No? Neither have I, at least until tonight. I managed to track down the article that people have reproduced over and over again on their own journals. For my own record, here it is. Thursday, October 19, 2006 No doubt, I was a little upset about her attitude towards the middle-class. I will admit, I'm not starving, or denied an education. I just cannot afford better, for the reasons I mentioned above. I am not going to slam her, but neither am I going to support her. Being from the middle class who know they will at least have plain, white porridge to eat the next day, I do feel a little angered at her rant. Sadly, I'm not inclined to be nice about this either. I don't honestly care if she's the daughter of an MP. Does Ms. Wee know what it's like to not know where her next meal is coming from? C'mon... Being forced into child prostitution? Government massacre? Isn't that a little extreme? Chances are, how often does that happen anymore, in comparison to the rest of the world? The winners are not marginalised and oppressed. People have reasons to oppress, but there's no reason at all for belittling. I mean, she criticized Mr. Wee about his spelling. Maybe I should do the same about her punctuation, or lack thereof? What angered me more was her "apology". shu-min says She's still keeping the high-and-mighty attitude, and I'm not surprised how people are not impressed with her "apology". Not surprised at all. If I were in the shoes of Mr. Wee, I would be furious too. And to have such an "apology" written, I'd be even more worked up. Maybe she should be sent for a Singaporean version of The Simple Life. And all of us "arm-twisting commie" bullies and "whiny middle-class undereducated" people could sit in front of our second-hand non-plasma TV's and watch her shatter into pieces. But that will probably never happen, and all we can really hope for is that people like that would be better educated and fresh (not spoiled, harhar.) about life in the real world, and that it's not all just books, lectures and good grades. Then again, whatever I've said here has probably been said over and over again on the Blogosphere. Oh well. Disclaimer: This post is not meant to flame Ms. Wee any more than she already has been. I'm just stating what I feel, but if you wish to give me constructive comments, be my guest. Remember, the key word here is constructive. I do not condone baseless flames or degrading comments in regards to Ms. Wee Shu Min, her father Mr. Siew Kim, Mr. Derek Wee, or myself. Thank you. . // prawninator | 22:26 + ~ | |
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